I had nightmare yesterday night. I thought i missed that ceremony. Scared me to hell. Was crying in my nightmare, fuck!
One batch gone, another batch is coming. Nonsense and rubbish. Guess if you wanna know but don't know. Give up if you can't guess it right. :D
Bbq's day is approaching soon! Am going to some angmo supermarket to get tools and stuffs later on.
To that somebody: My English is still okay, okay? Just that i forgot the defination of that word. I'll improve for you to see. Take good care of your own skin, don't show me a morpeng face the next time you talk to me. :X
Alright, i need to rush food down my throat now. Bye everyone! :D_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
I'm still keeping all the messages. I saved that video and is still there. I kept that little bear. I kept those hands and legs. I still have that candid picture in my folder. I still wish that i could somehow someday bump into you on the street. I hope the ones who confessed were all you. But, My phone's spoilt, i hope the messages will be saved inside my Sim or Memory card. That video, that bear and that candid picture is safe. I probably won't throw them away. Bumping into you one day on the street is near to impossible. I wonder what would you do if it really happens. And you won't be back for sure. But the feelings is still there. How i wish his friend's you. The same old guy i wish to be with.
Random posting. Damn bored now, what should i do? Guess The Sketch, Metropolis, msning, texting, teevee or help Reign spam bulletins? Man, i've yet to buy my new schoolbag, new school shoes, contact lens' solution. Manymanymany more things to buy. Few more days and school is starting!
Alright, advertise his party stuff here.
29th Dec 08 X-RATED @ ST JAMES POWERHOUSE 9pm-3am
The dark eventually has to give way for the light to emerge; Everything bad in Y2008 will be over soon, a sparkling new year of 2009 is coming on your way!
Brace up for this COUNTDOWN PARTY once again at St James, with double the oomph, TRIPE THE XRATEDNESS! COUNTING DOWN with racy and seductive DANCERS, the crowd submerged in the music and anticipation for the NEW YEAR~!
OMG, school will be hitting all of us again, SOON we will be back to being PRISONERS. :( PAINT THE TOWN RED WHILE YOU CAN!
XRATED II IS EXCLUSIVELY FEATURING; -ONE WHOLE HOUR OF HARDSTYLE MUSIC for shufflers! When the music overtakes your soul And you simply cannot stop yourself, DANCE FOR ALL YOU ARE WORTH.
-Let it up, SCREAMMMMMMM, FOR THE COYOTE DANCERS ARE BACK!! Girls, prepare to hold your boyfriends back from pouncing on them, and guys, HOLD YOUR SALIVA IN! She's TOO HOT to touchhhhh~
-COUNTING DOWN with the crowd crazy with the GREAT MUSIC from none other than DJ 9TAILS.. EXPERIENCE HIS IMPRESSIVE MIXES~ ESCORTING you up realms of pleasure and bliss as you weave through the crowd, who already are affected, influenced, and ADDICTED TO the music.
MAKE THE SCENE dressed in your 9's, LAST OF THE YEAR ALREADY, LAST chance to DRESS YOUR BEST BABY!
WAIT no more for your pals, RESERVE YOUR TICKETS BEFORE THEY ARE GONE.
Hmm, something scary happened in my room. An unknown fly flew in AGAIN. And i saved the day. :D
Okay, nothing else to blog about. Bye people!(Or aliens?) :D_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Yesterday suck. Cause the sucky weather made the network suck alot. Friendster keeps on having loading error. Texts i sent gave me sending errors, repeatedly. Hell angry. ): Yuhhhhhhhhh, and i got scammed indirectly, i suppose? 20bucks gone, bloody shit!
Caught Bedtime Stories today at Cine with Derrick. Nice, nice! :D If fairytales exist like the show does, i wish Santa exist like everyone says. Hahahaha, crab.
Went Heeren's HMV and look for his earpiece. End up, walk out with nothing in hand. Lol. Cause he'sxzxz so mahuan. I can't remember the whole convo, but it's roughly like these. 'I want like that one.' 'This?' 'No, i don't want the back round round one.' 'Walao! Then this?' 'Got whole white anot?' -Search- 'Don't have.' 'This?' 'Don't want, got the neck thing!' '..., this?' 'Got the earhook thing.' 'Nevermind, i think i buy that one.' -Awhile later- 'Don't want la, go Creative buy better.'
Yes, searched for his mahuan earpiece for 30mins. LOL. Later, we went to Skate Park to look for his friends. Okay, i have to say this. THEY'RE COOL, MY GOSH! SUPER PRO. And AHHHHHHHHH!, One of his friends really reminds me of someone. His hairstyle, his dressing. Gosh, super look-alike. I dare not look, but my eyes can't control. Hell, i wish i didnt watch that movie and sat there all the afternoon. Yeah, made me miss that someone quite a bit again. D:
Had Long John for dinner. I hate making decisions, maybe? Hahaha, cause.. On the way to station to buy Derrick's MRT card, I was thinking of what to eat. When queueing up, i'm still thinking. After buying, i'm still thinking. And decided to go back Cine's LJS. Reached and look at the menu board, left the restaurant. And suggested Koufu. Went down, and suggested LJS. LMFAO! Derrick kept on giving me that kind of face. LOL, super funny. And yes, had my dinner there in the end. I loveloveloveloveloveeee the crispy thing. Soooooooo addictive! :D
Super thanks Derrick for today's movie and drink. :D Hair faster grow back alright! Hahahaha.
And i'm back home blogging. Not yet remove my makeup, hehehahahoho. Brother just went down to buy cup noodles. Yeshxzxz, i'll be having cup noodles later! :D Yummmmmmmy hungrrrrrry.
A complete change of blogskin again! I think this is nice. A combination of Livejournal's style and Blogger's style. Cool yuhhhh? :D Alright, i needa carry on with other stuff now. Ciaos everyone!
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE TOO! Sorry, belated. :D_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Fucked up. My fucking 20bucks hoody isn't here yet. Made me fucking lose interest which also means fucking waste money. -.- Lucky i saved every of your mails and found your number. Idiot owner, removed your blogshop. Screw you up man. Fucking take more than 3 months for this hoody preorder. I rather take that 20bucks and topup a little and get me some other hoody. Urghhhhh, i hope you fucking reply my text. Stupid, make me so angry! D:< I feel like posting your fucking number here. So angry. -.-
Hell angry with the owner. 'Sorry, my supplier went overseas.' 'Sorry, she hasn't come back yet.' 'Alright, will tell you went she's back.' For goodness's sake, school's re-opening soon! And i haven't receive any text from her then. Telling me her supplier has immigrated to other country?! Fuck her up man! _|_ I want my effing 20bucks to be back. Helllllllllllllll owner!
Okay, chill downnnnnnnnnn. It's Christmas Eve today. So, Merry Christmas to everyone! :D Santa Claus is coming to town at 12AM later! Quickquick, put up your wishing socks on the wall beside your bed! Don't peep at Santa putting presents in it, cause he'll confiscate it! Have a good sleep, everyone. Hahahahaah, i'm like advertising or something. Okay, so bye happyjollywilly people!_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Geeees, my phone's giving me problems again. Couldn't switch it on. So people, don't text or call me. Urghhhh, spare phone's batt's flat and i can't find it's charger. Gosh, no phone. I hope my Starhub contract's gonne end soon. Thenthenthen, i'm able to get myself a new phone, better one. :D
Noooooooo, chapped lips. ): Waterwaterwaterwater!
Table's mess is cleared! :D
Nothing else to post about. So, bye.
My post's getting boring and boring each day. Blahhhhhhh, bye._________________________________________________________________________________________________________
When life gets hard, don't close your eyes. Keep going on.
10:47 PM
Saturday, December 20, 2008
Woke up at 10 and slept back, 12 woke up again and prepared. Met up with Justin and headed to Cine to buy tickets. Lunch and walked around town. Benney then came at around 4+ and headed for his lunch at LJS. Slacked around everywhere we could and caught The Day The Earth Stood Still. Okay, a bit no link, but kinda interesting. I hope 2012 won't end up like the movie. ): Then headed home.
Nothing else here, bye! (: PS: Justin's so greedy._________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Things are getting alot better now. Derrick's booking out on the 24th. Bedtime stories' waiting! 'Guess The Skecth' game in facebook's super fun! :D Table's supersupersuper messy but i'm lazy to clean up. Long fingernails, ugly toe nails. Ahh, tup law. I wanna learn how to drive a car in another 2 years and 12days. But my batch onwards can only learn it when reached 21 years old.(Rumour)
This post's so random. Okay, am speechless now. Bye, goodnight all._________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Okay, not a third party. You just left me a bad impression of yourself, that's all. It'll stop soonsoonsoon. Normal messages' totally fine with me, But i usually see chats like 'i love you'. Yeah? He seems to like you alot. I've never seen Carollette calling him Baby and such, so i didnt care about her. I love him, he don't love me, no use. So now, here, end. Last long?
YOUR NIGHTMARE Celebrate that i broke up with him for all you want, i dont give a damn to anonymous-es. Hello, i'm an ahlian?! I don't join gangs, i don't ask a whole fucking group down if i get into trouble nor do i even get myself into trouble. I hardly scold vulgarities now than before. I don't do starrings like as if i want to have a cat fight with you. I don't smoke like smoking is cool, except the past, but i swear i wasnt addicted to it. I don't gather outside my school and solve those fucking problems with 'gangs'. I don't give people a sulky face wherever i go unless i don't like you in person. So i don't know why you see me as an ahlian. Maybe my dressings or makeup?! Or you're just jealous? HAHAHAHAHA. :X Yuh, think all you want. And you're just being a coward hiding behind that comp, wishing bad things'll happen to me. Or you can jolly well talk to me face-to-face in school and tell me you're the 'Nightmare', i'll entertain you. If you hit my limit, i may slap you in the face, i swear this'll happen. Talk to me face-to-face unless you're afraid of me. If so, continue to be a group of cowards and tag my board anonymously. You girls have no life. (: Just wear a 'Bang Me' tee in white during midnight and stand in the middle of the expressway.
I wanna turn 16 soon. ): It so sucky to be 15. 15's only available to food jobs, flyers and ice creams. -.- I hateeeeeee food jobs, super oily! D: 16161616161616, here i come and then, december holiday, MONEY! :D I can't wait for prelims to be over, N levels to be over too. And i can't wait for my 300bucks to come. Hehehoho. Okay, nothing else, bye._________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Alright, 39kg's not fat, around my weight, we're skinny. :D Through picture, you don't look like you weigh 39kg. So yeah, sorry. But you should know what i'm trying to say even if i change the 'fat' to something else. Yeah, to me, you're a flirt. Before this, you both were just besties. And i suppose besties should know where's the limit. I mean, both attached and saying super sweet stuffs. Okay, this is what i don't like. But i think it might be okay IF ONLY he didn't start neglecting me. Yes, this is also what i've realised. And you said maybe someday we'll be back together, definitely not! Cause i can see that he's fond of you, from the start(?) Because he can fucking say 'i love you' to you so sweet, after breakup, got together with you THAT fast. He can really change his skin fast, for you, i guess? (: He usually text me like how he text you now, but slowly, he didnt contact me for days. If someone you really loves, didnt contact you for days, how would you think and feel? The days isn't just 2-3 days, it's almost a week. When you didnt meet your love ones for a week, it kills you. So why say about contacting? A week can die. So yes, i think you know why i hate you now. I may not know you in person, and you're right, i don't have the rights to judge on you. But i'm totally feeling the same way like how you feel towards Carol..(Forgot spelling) I didnt know you'ld read my blog too. Yeah, i often read up your blog cause i think your life's pretty interesting. I can't seems to enter your 'Diary' section, so i hope i've made myself clear? And this is what i think (MY OWN OPINION), your ex do love you alot.
Blahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh, another one. Nowadays no appetite to eat. Gosh, i'm so skinny already, and no appetite. x.x Always feel like vomitting after food. PS: I'M NOT PREGNANT. -.- Not really in a good mood this holiday. But still, thanks guys for entertaining. :D Nothing else over here, bye! (:_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
The pot calling the kettle black. Yes, she, she's the one i'm fucking referring to. Omg, shameless biatch. Whathefuck, i can't believe it. How can you fucking feel it now and not before?! Now you're feeling the jealousy? And like fuck care who's with who and yuhhhhhh, you know? Top to bottom, i hate you. Spoiler, fuck off man. Look yourself in the mirror, fucking third party. Stop squeezing in, you're fat enough. A circle is only meant to fit two person, not three. I wonder why the hell you're born. You're fucking self-centered, i swear(?) You only care about your own feelings, your own likings and fuck care who's around you. Simply stay faithful, you bitch. You're so professional in flirting. TOTALLY CRAB! I thought you're a nice girl, but you turned out to be a flirtatious third party. Down the road after i've moved on, i hope i won't see another 'you'. Like hell, just kill me. I hope that girl continues to flirt him, i see how you react to it. Hope he'll be flirt-ed by manymany girls. And you'll definitely know how i felt before. Kindly flirt someone who's single next time round, stop clinging on. Drop those thoughts, change target! But well, you're as thick-skinned as me. :D I hate you. Yaaaaa, i think you hate me too. Thanks! (: Yes, you're a shameless bitch, that's what i call you as. So since you and him got together, i won't like to be a third party too. So ya, stay faithful to him, even though i know you'll. (: Yes, blessing- last long both.
Yes, another fucked up post over here. I can't stand it. So ya, i'm sad and angry over here now. Womanizer, Manizer? Uhh, both. I don't know, i am hell angry now. These are my angry words, may it be true next time, i don't know. I really hate her doings. Not blaming her for putting this upon me, but i just hate what has happened. Well, already happened.
Maybe he's not serious, maybe she's too good, maybe i'm a ghost. Okay, i don't know what i'm trying to say here and what i'm typing. So ya, bye.
Superstar, where you from, how's it going? I know you, got a clue what you're doing You can play brand new to all the other chicks out here But I know what you are, what you are baby
Look at you, getting more than just a re-up Baby you got all the puppets with their strings up Fakin' like a good one, but I call 'em like I see 'em I know what you are, what you are baby
Womanizer, woman, womanizer, you're a womanizer Oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer, baby You, you, you are, you, you, you, are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you got me going You, you're oh-so-charming You, but I can't do it You, womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you say I'm crazy You, I got ya crazy You, you're nothing but a womanizer
Daddy-o, you got the swagger of a champion Too bad for you, you just can't find the right companion I guess when you have one too many, makes it hard, it could be easy Who you are, that's just who you are, baby
Lollipop, must mistake me, I'm no sucker To think that I would be a victim of another Say it, play it how you want it But no way, I'm never gonna fall for you, never you baby
Womanizer, woman, womanizer, you're a womanizer Oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer, baby You, you, you are, you, you, you, are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you got me going You, you're oh-so-charming You, but I can't do it Womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you say I'm crazy You, I got ya crazy You, you're nothing but a womanizer
Maybe if we both lived in a different world Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer It would be all good and maybe I could be your girl But I can't cause we don't you
Womanizer, woman, womanizer, you're a womanizer Oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer, baby You, you, you are, you, you, you, are Womanizer, womanizer, womanizer, womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you got me going You, you're oh-so-charming You, but I can't do it You, womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
You, you say I'm crazy You, I got ya crazy You, you're nothing but a womanizer
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Boy, don't try to front, I I know just Just what you are-are-are
Womanizer, woman, womanizer, you're a womanizer Oh, womanizer, oh, you're a womanizer, baby
Ever since the day you went away and left me lonely and cold My life just hasn't been the same ohh baby, nooo When I looked into your eyes the moment that I let you go I just broke down (down)
Baby if I ever get the chance to be with you again I would sacrifice Cuz the feeling that I feel within No other man would ever make me feel so right Its nice to smile when I get your phone call at night But I'd rather have you here with me, right next to me I miss the way you hold me tight
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Break it down now I'll tell you what I feel From the moment that I met you its been so damn real My heart seems to skip another beat Every time we speak, I can't believe I feel so weak Tell me that you really need me and you want me and you miss me And you love me I'm your lady I'll be around waiting for you I'll put it down be the woman for you
I'm falling so deep for you crazy over for you I`m calling, calling out to you what am I going to do? It's true and no fronting Its you and no other i can no longer go on without you I'll just break down (down)
I gotta let you know I feel so weak without your touch I never thought that I could ever love a man so much I gotta let you know I think that we are destiny For you I'd cross the world, for you I'd do anything
Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Thats right baby I'm going crazy I need to be your lady I've been thinking lately That you and me, yes we can make it Just ride with me, roll with me I'm in love with you baby
Dying inside cause I can't stand it Make or break up Can't take this madness We don't even really know why All I know is baby I try and try so hard To keep our love alive
If you dont' know me at this point Then I highly doubt you ever will I really need you to give me That unconditional love I used to feel It's no mistaking We're just erasing From our hearts and minds
And I know we said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you now No matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you
Na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na Na na na na na na na na na Baby, I stay in love with you
It cuts so deep It hurts down to my soul My friends tell me I ain't the same no more We still need each other When we stumble and fall How we gon' act Like what we had Ain't nothin' at all now
Hey, what I wanna do is Ride shotgun next to you With the top down like we used to Hit the block Proud in the SUV We both know our heart is breaking Can we learn from our mistakes I can't last one moment alone Now go I know
We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do Baby, baby I stay in love with you
We said let go But I kept on hanging on Inside I know it's over You're really gone It's killing me Cause there ain't nothing That I can do Baby, I stay in love with you
And I keep on telling myself That you'll come back around And I try to front like "Oh well" Each time you let me down See I can't get over you Now no matter what I do But baby, baby I stay in love with you
Sudden broke down, at home, now. I don't know what to do. So many questions in my mind now. Where can i get the answers to them? I'm so lost. It's so hurt inside. I hope plasters can heal.
I saw a gay on Tuesday.(sex change) I went for Derrick's chalet on Wednesday and stayed over till Thursday in the morning.
I hope i'll get the answers soon. And i swear that guy's gonna forget about it again. His has faded for me. I can't do anything, but to accept.
Bye all. I don't think i'll be blogging that often anymore. Sleeps can get over with anything. Contact me @ 93854340 if there's anything. Prank call me for all you want, like i care? -.-_________________________________________________________________________________________________________
Woooo! Daddy gave me 10 bucks just to help him on the computer! Wowowowowowowow, great man. :D
It's december holiday, isn't it? Why am i staying at home everyday?! Gonna ask people out and meet them up already. Not gonna bother about whatever used to it or not. Rahhh, hell bored at home. Yeahyeah, Tuesday'll be out with mummy!
Was out with mummy just now to Hougang. I so love the new bed sheet! Hehehoho.
