I'm feeling so tired nowadays.
Been falling asleep during lessons.
And i just can't forget about Ben throwing my file and destroyed it!
Bought and used it not more than a week and it's damaged.
It's so whathehell. Made me quite moody during Chemistry lesson today.

Am making up Valentine by dating with Amy on Saturday.(Celia too?)
Yeah, i'm so hell looking forward to it!
And poor thing, Gabby lost his loaned storybook.
Someone must have stolen it.
How stupid can that be! Hahaah.
I mean, it's just the school's book and what's there to steal about!

Guess what. I memorised the answer sheet for the Geography re-test.
It's like no matter how well i did, i'm just gonna get half the marks.
And i'm working on it so hard! That's stupid. ):

Stayed back in school in the canteen for quite some time and i saw this old friend.
Things just started to whirl inside me.
Well, it was a shock that we didn't greet each other.
And i knew this'ld gonna happen, but it's just too shocking to know it's really a fact now.
You look like you've changed alot.(Or is it me?)
I seems like a stranger to you right now.
Why oh why, why were you even posted to other class?
And the next thing i'll probably be shocked about is knowing they're ______.
It's not gonna be nice, i know. But this is getting too far apart.
There's really no forever. You're still doing great, i hope.

Celia finally posted some pictures and i've just grabbed them.
Here they are:

Look at my eyes! Like cock-eye!
I've no idea about the white white thingy on my eye. Looks ugly!
See, my curls suck that day, really!
Can you see that bouquet of flower on her hand? Her favourite.
Pimples! Whathehell! ):
My smile is totally O-M-G. I remembered there's a better take, but she didn't post it.

They were right but i refused to absorb and now, when i think back, it's all too late and stupid.
I should have known the consequences i'm about to hold.
But the world didn't gave me a future look.
I just need patience and waitings._________________________________________________________________________________________________________