It's like no matter how i change, i'm still wrong. I've changed to someone whom i even forgotten who i was in the past. And all i was trying to do is to balance both side of my world, and i thought it'ld be easy. It wasn't, my assumption was wrong. I tried to be neutral, siding none and be your friend when you fell out with her and i was by your side hearing all the rantings and i began to hate her, now you're back leaving me in such a lurch. It's like you brought me to a deserted island and you left me alone there searching for an escape. Then all you said was that i'm such a shit friend.
"Sometimes being strong sucks, cause people know that you are strong and they think it's okay to hurt you."
Through this, i know now who's really true. And having a guy best friend is totally ok. Cause i have one, and we're not flirting. He's one i can count on, i can trust and i can talk openly and fool around. (: One thing bad about him? I HATE HIS HAIR. Hahahahaha. Thank you for being there, ETGT. (:
Not very awesome but still appreciated. (: Celebrated birthday under block, outside with Edi and guys and outside with baby O. Caught Date Night and Shutter Island.. Omgggggg, hafta catch Date Night if you haven't!! It's damn funny, especially the part where they do those robot sex and all. HAHAHAHAHAH! And don't catch Shutter Island, not a very good movie. It's freaking confusing, even though i know partially what's the story about. It's still confusing!
Still not yet bought my studs. Thanks to Edi! Lol. But anyway, i still managed to D.I.Y my top halfway, just left the studs to completion. (: It was such a tough thing to do man. I slashed my top with penknife that it was so messy and tiring!! My whole floor was full of.. cotton!!! But really love the slashes.. a lot! Haha. And I should've tried it out before cutting, now a supposed-to-be tube-less top has to be worn with a tube! LOL. Nevermind, first try, nice try. (: Hahaha.
Lie for pride. Is that why liars lie? Girls just wanna have fun and boys just wanna drink and smoke fags.
“Queue” is the only word in the English language that is still pronounced the same way when the last four letters are removed. Hahahaha, True to that! Cooooolios! (:
The month of October was designated as National Pizza Month in 1987. I hope they do have Free Pizzas served in that month. (: Hahahahaha.
Sources quoted from Twitter, @OMGFacts.
I can't wait for Saturday to come by, i have so many things i wanna do and buy. Hahahahaha. New ideas for my DIY top. Hmm, wait and see! (: Although i can't wait to too, HEHE. ^^
I'm going to bathe now! Stinky sticky me. See ya'll!
One and a half page of designs i thought of and drew it on a piece of foolscap. I'm so proud of myself, really. At the very least, i'm able to draw them out and that's already my first step into doing up a boutique of my own and a fashion designer. (: Cheeeeeerios to me! (:
Ever since the concert Oliver invited me to, i told myself i can never go to such a concert ever again. I swear it was so boring i almost fell asleep, although some pieces were kinda nice. The only thing that kept me awake was the (what do you call someone who's holding the stick thing?). HAHAHA. Came out and went fooling around Esplanade area. It was fun. (:
The surprise plan which i've planned it for several birthdays failed, not excluding this one that i did for D. It failed, terribly. Not even turning out the way i wanted it to. With multiples of reminders sent out, they didn't really co-operate with me. So i was kinda sad actually, but i didn't care.
*Thinks about what Franny told me. (:* Haha, thanks man! (:
It's not that i wanna think this way. But your excuse doesn't gives you the reason to be so rude to me yknow. ): Shouldn't you, sometimes, give in to me? Crap. Never met a guy like you before. NEVER.
Do you get the kind of fear and anger in you when your friend talks to someone you dislikes and used to gossip so bad about that someone to you? And your friend used to tell you that she's not gonna be ok with her until you do so? Then now you see them talking in class, almost in a group the whole time and getting close back again. And apparently they're acting like nothing happened and nothing's gonna happen, just because you kept quiet, they think you're alright with it.
Realy, what's up with all the drama shit in my school? Can't people just keep their words for once? When you have friends, you go to them and when you guys fall apart, you find someone else then when you're back together again, you ditch them and go back to the old one. Then you guys will start talking about true friends but were you guys even true to your friends? Oh hoho, so that's how it goes about. This year's April Fool's joke is so gonna be a joke. Fake friends talking about true friends. "Awesome"! (: /w\
K, enough of ranting. I needa go and bathe now. Sticky and smelly. ):
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