yesterday went to meet up with derrick.
he said he would reach at about 10.30pm.
and it turns out that he 11.40pm then reach !
angrys*


and because he was so late ,
i had a long nag from my marmmie.
sad*


and today i'm alone stucked in the house ,
doing nothing.
cries*


promise is always a promise.
since we're now strangers ,
your promises to us are now all BROKEN.
and i dont wanna talk about promises again.
smiles*

didnt you say it so loud ?
the guys were looking over !
fine , it's all over.
diaos*

admit that you have attitude too , will you ?
you just say that i have attitude.
i know i have attitude too.
fran said my wrong too.
i dont mind , because i know i have.

but you're the one who kept on saying people's giving you attitude.
you gave people attitude too.
i dont care whatever you say now ,
admit at least a little.
i dont mind even if you dont want to admit.
but please , understand that you have attitude to us too.
happy*

moreover , dont just ask us to change ..
you too , need to change.

yes , i did think that you've changed.
but that was the beginning.
now , never.
you went back to your old self.
sad*

okay , i turned worst ?
any examples ?

for our attitude eh ?
so meaning , you're pushing the blames on us isnt it ?
cries*

my audi friends isnt my everything too.
they're only my friends.
smiles*

asking you all out , we know the consequences.
THAT'S WHY we didnt called you all out.

we think before doing it.
unlike you , doesnt think before you say.

shelter , we are the backstabbers ?
this is really funny.
laughs*

what did we do ?
you just pushes the blame and twistes the story around.
and i'm here stating the whole incident out.
yet you're here saying another story.
you're good at writing twisted stories yeah ?
i suppose so.
respected*

at least , i answered you.
unlike when shannen just says hello ?
or what , i've forgotten.. i just walk away.

heyhey ,
please think before you say.
you put the BFF for us ?
that's really funny.
laughs*

then you cancelled our names and put the new ones.
but you didnt erase the BFF.
what's more do you have to say ?

you just want to push everything to us.
and point us as criminals.
i'm just stating an example.
diaos*

okay , we didnt care for you all.
if we didnt care for you all ,
we wouldnt be friends in the first place already.

i'm not being selfish
nor am i wanting people to treat us as best friend.
we just want people to be our friend.
thats all.
is that selfish ?
dont you have friends too ?
and i only treat her as close friends ,
not best friend.

okay , either way.
it's just you wanna go to shannen.
wont you tell me to join in ?
you just look at me with that pathetic stares.
you know your aim.
i know your aim too.
you just doesnt wanna admit it.
am i right ?
smiles*

oh nonono ,
i didnt say i was GREAT !
laughs*
well , it's fine if you dont wanna to be my friend again.
because i dont want to know you.
smiles*

you know why i put there ?
because that was for the fun.
i've expected that it's impossible for you
to come and be friends with me again.
laughs*

i'm not stupid yeah ?
and i'm not saying you're stupid too.
no one is stupid.

i talked nicely in the msn too.
blog , i can understand the last few sentence.
but i was just as fed up as you.
since you love to push the blames on us ,
i shall post the real proof.
and actually , i'm talking really nice to you already.
smiles*


(10:36 PM) Liiing =)):
in the first place, i didnt even betray you can.. when did i even betray you...
(10:39 PM) Liiing =)):
dat tym euu went bbc, euu lyk findin for fran.. i hao xin go tel euu, euu ignore mi n giv mi dat
diaox face n walk off?? euu take mi s a idiot too??
(10:41 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
you know i dont like them. because they're around , i wont talk to you. -.-
(10:41 PM) Liiing =)):
but dey oso nv cre wut..
(10:41 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
cre ?
(10:41 PM) Liiing =)):
i run all the way dere tok to euu, euu juz ignore mi..
(10:42 PM) Liiing =)):
dat tym after npcc, i walkin to pp. euu n fran frm afar lyk nv cre mi oso. til i walk to euu n fran de side, she just say bye
(10:42 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
what's cre ?
(10:42 PM) Liiing =)):
care
(10:43 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
to tell you the truth , because the guys were there. AND that's why we ignored.
(10:43 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
you know we hate them.
(10:43 PM) Liiing =)):
but i once told fran bout it. she sae mi n ws cn cont be wif dem if we lyk..
(10:43 PM) Liiing =)):
n nw i cont b wif dem, n nw wut..
(10:44 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
cont ?
(10:44 PM) Liiing =)):
continue
(10:46 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
yeah , of course you can continue be with them. it's none of our business. she didnt say that if you continue... we wont do this and that.. we didnt.
(10:46 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
you decide to follow , i cant say anyhting.
(10:46 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
and we also decided to seperate.
(10:46 PM) Liiing =)):
yeah. but cnt we juz b fwends??
(10:46 PM) Liiing =)):
cuz of dat, euu n fran chose to hate mi instead..
(10:47 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
i suppose you have read about the post in our blog. you should know.
(10:47 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
i dont have to explain much.
(10:47 PM) Liiing =)):
i duno wut makes euu two wants to b enemy wif mi
(10:47 PM) Liiing =)):
wut did i do rong??
(10:47 PM) Liiing =)):
fwends come n goes, isnt it...
(10:47 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
like i said , i dont have to explain much.
(10:48 PM) Liiing =)):
stop. i jus wan noe wut i did rong..
(10:48 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
read fran's blog for this.
(10:50 PM) Liiing =)):
wut i promise to change??
(10:50 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
you try to recap what you said at the shelter at 172 there.
(10:51 PM) Liiing =)):
i dun even noe whrs 172
(10:51 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
the sp shelter.
(10:51 PM) Liiing =)):
i sae i promise so many ting, i oso duno wut eu al mean
(10:52 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
nevermind. forget it if you dont understand.
(10:52 PM) Liiing =)):
y is it so hard for us to tok nicely
(10:52 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
i'm talking to you nicely now.
(10:52 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
i'm not shouting or what so ever.
(10:52 PM) Liiing =)):
yeah, i dun understand, so y cant euu juz sae.
(10:53 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
it wont change anything.
(10:53 PM) Liiing =)):
n did euu two change oso??
(10:53 PM) Liiing =)):
fran once said she wont ps mi n ws le, but did euu two do it?
(10:54 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
okay , that was fran's quote. not mine.
(10:54 PM) Liiing =)):
oo, so euu wil stil cont psin us lurhx...
(10:54 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
i didnt said i would.
(10:54 PM) Miciaaaaaaaaa Su:
and now it doesnt matter anymore.
(10:55 PM) Liiing =)):
okok, anitin. since euu dun mater if we are stil fwend or not, i wont tok so much den


read it ?
i'm quite nice already.
unlike you , horhor here and there.
i talk with proper english.
but i'm not here showing off my english.
diaos & laughs*

and dont say that i'm a 5 yrs old kid.
so are you ?
at least i admit my wrong in this incident.
but you're the one who just push the whole blames
on us.
laughs*

dont say that we think we're great.
i think you're saying yourself ?
you push the blames on us ,
you think it's all our fault.
means , you got 0% of fault ?
THAT'S REALLY FUNNY !
laughs damn loud*

when did i not reply you ?
i told you to read the posts.
the post says everything.
you understand it or not ,
it isnt my problem either.

small things , not daiji ?
then what can you say about..
dui diao ?
people dui diao becomes daiji.
friendship problems are not exceptions.
once it's a problem , it's a daiji.
smiles*

heyheyhey ,
i'm not like people outside there.
not happy call people.
my problems , i solve it my own way.
i dont need help.
i have my guts okay ?

so am i ?
i dont want to argue anymore.
and i sua alot things already.

i said promises , i dont care anymore.
one thing less , good eh ?
smiles*

yes , it's in my opinion that they're bad.
but i only say ben is bad.
thats all.

of course you dont think that they're bad.
your boyfriend is with them.
laughs*

my princess temper ?
thank you , i dont live in a palace.
laughs*

sad to say ,
you have bad tempers too.
sad*

i didnt say that it's a fact that they're bad.

so please , next post that you're gonna post..
dont add your own words in.
appreciated*

you said it ,
your will treat us as a stranger.
and that includes that bunch.

you can sms me or msn me.
but i'm still gonna post it in my blog.
are you afraid to let people know ?
i guess not.

let people judge who's in the wrong.
if you continue pushing the blames ,
i guess it wont work anymore.
i have proofs on hand.
smiles*

say it which ever way you like.
and i'm not gonna give a damn.
smiles*

that's all.
it shall all end here.
if you want it to be seriously ended.
tell me in your blog , why they hate me.
thats all.
and stop those argueing.
and that really end.
joys*_________________________________________________________________________________________________________