I want to change for a better.
I want, i want, i want, i promise. (:
Maybe i realise i cant afford to lose people around me.
Maybe i realise i'm always making them sad.
Maybe i realise i'm not a good friend or a good girlfriend.
But this time, whatever the reason may be, i'm just gonna change.
Be it your slave, your dog or what, i'll do things that goes your way.
I sound like a pathetic dog, but i dont care.
I just want to satisfy people around me, keep them by my side, that's all.
But i'll only change for the close ones, not any others.

Alright. Boyfriend, i'm sorry.
I've hurt you- so much ?
I promise you i'll change.
You dont have to change anything. (:
Thank you for the love,
Thank you for the care,
Thank you for bearing with me,
Thank you for giving in to me all the time,
Thank you for being there for me,
Thank you for being a listener,
Thank you for coming online today,
Thank you for everything.
I love you.
I cant bring myself to forget you, i'm sorry.
I made such a big mistake as i thought i could.
I can't lose you, i'm sorry.
Many times i doubt you.
Maybe because i just want you to prove to me by actions.
This is what i took you for granted always.
Times when i see your friendster,
Girls that gave you comments made me jealous.
I'm sorry to be so sensitive.
And times when you uploaded new pictures,
You seems so cheerful.
And that would make me think,
Without me, you're a better guy. (:
I made a mess in your life, i'm sorry.
Today onwards, i'll do whatever you want me to to make up that part.
I'll mend that heart of yours.
And look at me (O.O),
I love you, really._________________________________________________________________________________________________________