CHINAMILK IS POISONOUS!

Today's not my day, i swear !
What an accused day man.
Nice and deserving. (:

So according to what i know,
Everyone accused me.
Fran accused me on giving her attitude for nothing.
Chinamilk accused me for doing some shits.
Boyfriend accused me for trying to attract attention from guys to peep.
YEAH, I DO ALL !
I gave attitude for nothing, i did those shits and i was all along trying to get attention.
Yeah, i do them. :D
It's so nice to be accused for something.
You wanna try being accused for ?
I bet it feels great. (:

For some other shit, i hope Celine's not out of SC due to me.
Sorry ya. ):

Hopefully i can just get out of this school quickly.
And.. stop being so emotional ? -.-
What crab is this ?
Why am i so emotional ?
Omg, so stupid of me.

I think whatever happens next time, i'll just keep it to myself.
Whether you're angry with me for not telling anything, so be it then !
Hahahahaha, i dont care anyway.
At least it's better than being accused once more.

So my prediction was wrong.
Thought could be cheered up a little by talking with some freak.
End up getting emotional again.
How worse can it get to ?

Dislike people who always think of suiciding and slitting.
But maybe this time i understand why they're thinking that way.
Because i feel like saying 'Hey God, just end my life with your worse plan.'
That'll give peace to that chinamilk too, i hope ?
And maybe would be easier to just protect one person than two.
I'm making your life easy, so thank me ! :D
Hahahahahah, do i look like i'm joking ?
Hell not, i'm pretty serious.

I want to attract guys.
I want to get accused.
I want to get what i deserved for.
I want guys to peep at me.
I want the chinamilk powder formula to poison me.
I want to get scolded daily.
I want people to vent angers on me.
I want to die ?
I want to slit.
I want to sleep.
I want everything that what you guys want me to do.
Woooooo, nice bitch here ! :D
Ohohohoh, i want to be a chicken in Geylang too ! :D
Of course, FOC. (:

Nobody's reading my heart.
I'm reading your heart, but i dont understand you.
So different._________________________________________________________________________________________________________