It sank right down when they say they DO NOT want to come.
It really hurts. And i almost teared.
Why every time when i try to organise something, everyone doesn't want to come or not free to?
Especially it's for a big day, you guys didn't even think about it and said no.
It's hell frigging hurts!
And knowing that some are coming, you guys just take them down with words and don't wanna come.
Seriously, i've been organising stuffs with my friends from last time until now.
I swear majority always reject my invitation.
How many times have my heart got so emo and how long more till it'll stop?
No one's supporting. I hate it.
I wanna re-born.. in another generous and kind country. Please!
What's worse is that i don't get respect. Yes, NO RESPECT.
And times like this in school, it's like the most cruel hell i've ever been.
Some even forgot about me. Well, that's friendship in Singapore, no?
We make friends for the first day, then we flirt on the following days and then the closest friend for the next few months.
After years, they turned their backs at each other and they'll be invisible to each other.
Singapore is like hell, and it's really cruel, cruel, CRUEL!

Okay, enough. I'm getting so effing emo now, which i usually don't.
I've planned it nicely now.
Hopefully majority turn up. PLEASE, FOR ONCE!
I've ordered my cake already, a very normal plain chocolate cake. :D
Expecting lesser presents this year cause hardly anyone knows Sunday's my birthday.
Shit right? That's what i call Singaporean's friendship.
Some holds sincerity, some are just making use.

I bet i've offended some readers.
(Actually not. Cause there's only less than 10 people who know my new link!)
Anyway, if i did.
No offense, seriously. That's just my opinion and comments.
Take a chill pill, heater! (:

Yup, and i've made invitation cards!
It's kinda complicated and messy.
But i really love the side leopard border.
Hahaha, i just happened to find it while editing the invitation image.
Cool right! :D
Have a look. (:



Xoxo, soon-to-be 16.
"Everyone needs a friend. But people needs to learn to forgive and forget even on the hardest stupid mistake."_________________________________________________________________________________________________________