It's like no matter how i change, i'm still wrong. I've changed to someone whom i even forgotten who i was in the past. And all i was trying to do is to balance both side of my world, and i thought it'ld be easy. It wasn't, my assumption was wrong. I tried to be neutral, siding none and be your friend when you fell out with her and i was by your side hearing all the rantings and i began to hate her, now you're back leaving me in such a lurch. It's like you brought me to a deserted island and you left me alone there searching for an escape. Then all you said was that i'm such a shit friend.
"Sometimes being strong sucks, cause people know that you are strong and they think it's okay to hurt you."
Through this, i know now who's really true. And having a guy best friend is totally ok. Cause i have one, and we're not flirting. He's one i can count on, i can trust and i can talk openly and fool around. (: One thing bad about him? I HATE HIS HAIR. Hahahahaha. Thank you for being there, ETGT. (:
Not very awesome but still appreciated. (: Celebrated birthday under block, outside with Edi and guys and outside with baby O. Caught Date Night and Shutter Island.. Omgggggg, hafta catch Date Night if you haven't!! It's damn funny, especially the part where they do those robot sex and all. HAHAHAHAHAH! And don't catch Shutter Island, not a very good movie. It's freaking confusing, even though i know partially what's the story about. It's still confusing!
Still not yet bought my studs. Thanks to Edi! Lol. But anyway, i still managed to D.I.Y my top halfway, just left the studs to completion. (: It was such a tough thing to do man. I slashed my top with penknife that it was so messy and tiring!! My whole floor was full of.. cotton!!! But really love the slashes.. a lot! Haha. And I should've tried it out before cutting, now a supposed-to-be tube-less top has to be worn with a tube! LOL. Nevermind, first try, nice try. (: Hahaha.
Lie for pride. Is that why liars lie? Girls just wanna have fun and boys just wanna drink and smoke fags.
